☼ h u r t ☼

When I say that I am hurt

what does it mean to you?

you've seen me like this before

its not something new

I tell you...it pains

when I dont find you near

as the thought of loosing you remains

my ever haunting fear

Do you know...i get lost

as I look into your deep brown eyes

but its not me that I see in them

I see YOU...as cold as ice

Now you know that I'm hurt

as you are right here with me

you're in my arms...crying

for the one with whom...u want to be..........

and i know.....its not me ○ ○ ○ ○

~~rahul

☼...GoThIc...☼

~~ThE eViL sEa~~

In this darkness that befalls

I stand alone and see

I see the fading sanity

A lie keeps haunting me

How I miss the days when you were close

In my memories you shall always be

You shall always be my guiding star

And lead me far from this evil sea

THIS EVIL SEA THAT HAS DROWNED MY HEART, MY SOUL.....

It feels so empty ...It feels so cold

I wish i could rise..

but I keep on falling..

The lie once told....

Forever keeps crawling............

~~ Rahul

BlAcK LiStEd ThOuGhTs....

"loneliness based on truth is better than happiness based on a lie."

"love is a game.the one who cares the least wins."

"what you will learn in the end is what you have known all along."

"pretty ain't nothin' but a headache."

"give air to your relationships.smothering puts out the fire."

"let your talent be bigger than your ego."

"I am constantly vacillating between a life of brilliant misery and happy mediocrity."

...ThInGs WiLL NeVa b dA sAmE...

I say I'm hurt,

but no one ask why.
they see me crying,

but they just pass by.
I don't understand

why your love makes me feel this way,
because when I hear your voice,

I feel weak and walk away.
you call my name,and I slowly retreat

you walk toward me, and my heart starts to beat,

faster and faster,
with every step you take,

my pain grows larger.

because I know things will never be the same....

~~ anonymous

BrOkEn HeArTs....r BrOkEn 4eVeR..

...ThE CaLm b4 Da sToRm...

Every raging storm......has a calm beginning...