• ~ eTeRnAl bLiSs ~ •

As he woke up that night, he knew he wasn’t dreaming…no, not this time.
After all these years of hallucinations, he knew, the moment had arrived……

~ tHe mOmEnT~

Through the years, his shady heart had been ripped off its tenderness, and his soul was exhausted, from his endless passionate quests…his quests for

~ EnLiGhTeNmEnT ~

…to achieve that perfect state of awareness…that eternal bliss…to know the purpose of his existence…~ his ultimate dEsTiNy ~…

• • •

As he looked outside the window into the dead winter night, something caught his attention…it was the moon, bigger than usual…
He could feel the enigmatic rays of the moon entering the room…getting diluted in the darkness…Now, as he closed his eyes, he sensed an unusual vibe…Soaked in the moonlight, he felt like the phoenix rising from its own ashes…* the ashes of sorrow * …* the ashes of pain *…

~ He felt so void….yet so complete …
So detached….yet so content… ~

At that instant, his thoughts froze… ○ ○

As he woke up, he found himself on the floor. He had a faint recollection of what had happened last night…”Oh no! Was I dreaming again?!” The exhilaration of “the eternal bliss” soon vanished…”Last night I could almost feel it..!” Once again, his fate had disappointed him…

• • •

As he stumbled upon his feet, he realized something….he could see himself…standing in front of him! He rubbed his eyes…just to find himself in front of…

~ the mirror ~..

He stood there and gazed…for what he saw…enraptured his soul!

"It wasn’t a dream after all! I HAVE been enlightened!”..

For years he had wandered in search of the truth…but it had never occurred to him that the ~ truth ~ was always with him….within his OwN SeLf…○ ○ ○


* ~ It is there where all the answers lie…
It is there where all problems and solutions co-exist..~

* ~ Eternal Bliss ~ lies in the eyes of the beholder…. Its just his perceptions that allow him, or rather ‘force’ him to ‘proceed’ in a particular way…
he can always choose to be blissful or to remain in agony….

* ~ Man lives more than one life at a time…there are dreams…and there are realities…and there are times when they collide…turning dreams into realities and sometimes…realities into dreams…○ ○


One CAN control his fate…if he can identify his dreams…and live it…at least try to…because the more he will try…the closer he will get to…

~ eTeRnAl bLiSs ~ ○ ○

~ Rahul

• • • •

~ b L e e D i N g ~

As the blade rips through my flesh

I see the crimson flow

healing my wounds...that were still so fresh

dissolving all my sorrow

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bLeeDiNg...lying all alone

erasing my feelings for you..

i refuse to cry..i refuse to moan

as i cease to be...tHe pErSoN yOu oNcE KnEw ○ ○

~~ sometimes pain heals more than love ~~

~Rahul

☼ h u r t ☼

When I say that I am hurt

what does it mean to you?

you've seen me like this before

its not something new

I tell you...it pains

when I dont find you near

as the thought of loosing you remains

my ever haunting fear

Do you know...i get lost

as I look into your deep brown eyes

but its not me that I see in them

I see YOU...as cold as ice

Now you know that I'm hurt

as you are right here with me

you're in my arms...crying

for the one with whom...u want to be..........

and i know.....its not me ○ ○ ○ ○

~~rahul

☼...GoThIc...☼

~~ThE eViL sEa~~

In this darkness that befalls

I stand alone and see

I see the fading sanity

A lie keeps haunting me

How I miss the days when you were close

In my memories you shall always be

You shall always be my guiding star

And lead me far from this evil sea

THIS EVIL SEA THAT HAS DROWNED MY HEART, MY SOUL.....

It feels so empty ...It feels so cold

I wish i could rise..

but I keep on falling..

The lie once told....

Forever keeps crawling............

~~ Rahul

BlAcK LiStEd ThOuGhTs....

"loneliness based on truth is better than happiness based on a lie."

"love is a game.the one who cares the least wins."

"what you will learn in the end is what you have known all along."

"pretty ain't nothin' but a headache."

"give air to your relationships.smothering puts out the fire."

"let your talent be bigger than your ego."

"I am constantly vacillating between a life of brilliant misery and happy mediocrity."

...ThInGs WiLL NeVa b dA sAmE...

I say I'm hurt,

but no one ask why.
they see me crying,

but they just pass by.
I don't understand

why your love makes me feel this way,
because when I hear your voice,

I feel weak and walk away.
you call my name,and I slowly retreat

you walk toward me, and my heart starts to beat,

faster and faster,
with every step you take,

my pain grows larger.

because I know things will never be the same....

~~ anonymous

BrOkEn HeArTs....r BrOkEn 4eVeR..

...ThE CaLm b4 Da sToRm...

Every raging storm......has a calm beginning...